When in overwhelm ,

I perceive ,

the mind can go in to

overdrive ~

excessively accounting experience

in attempt to accurately depict

to make sense of the insensible

an ordered grapple with insanity

Or

One

Can

Inwardly

Levitate

Suspend one’s self

Into A Greater Expansive Self

Beyond demanding details

Setting sail upon the broader seas

Of

Beingness

Where breath

Quiets the tumult ,

Crashing waves

Becoming rocking ripples

Like the soothing heart beat

Of a mother once known . .

A Mother allowed to soothe

A Mother honored & acknowledged

Because the feminine is embraced

not ridiculed & demeaned

resulting in a rage

that festers within

like an unseen fire

at those roots of a tree

eventually rising with

consuming destructive flames

to all it touches

rendering inaccessible

once nurturing qualities

the necessary qualities

of Mothering for a developed

Self in Union with

Ones innate Soul

how do you bring down

and dominate

the inherent

buoyancy of

Huemyn Nature . .

scorn the bearing of life

with fragmentation from

continuous trauma &

sensationalism that

assaults the senses ,

over stimulation

to the delicate nervous system

results in the Spirit jumping ship

hovering about unable to seat

within the wholeness of the body form . .

then the mind becomes the thread

back in

. . make sense

make sense

my mentality

of this insensitivity

that burdens my breath

preventing full expression

without which I wither

collapse & withdraw

or seek

elaborate psychological descriptions

to mask suffering

with definitions of the absurd . .