A Mission of this Blog ~

I just want to understand . . .

All my life

All my lives

I’ve just wanted to understand

On a core level

What’s Going On ~

You focus on something

long enough

You get answers . .

I got answers,

Because I dug deep . .

I excavated through all the layers

Which meant I had to let go

Of the Surface

Which wasn’t that interesting

to me anyway ~

I had to shed

And then shed some more

The build up of crustations

Accumulations of protective barriers

Energetically

And

Emotionally from

Twisted presentations of

An off culture born of deceit

Masqueraded as

“The way it is “

Which I & many others came to realize

As The Way It Is Not

So many lies

Creating So Much Confusion

So Many just going along with it

Because they knew not what else to do

Which resulted in

Burying their Creativity

The true gifts they were meant to offer

Deeming only worthy of Creativity

Those few who managed to find

A way in the midst of

So much obstruction

To uncover their gift

Even a fraction of it

Developing it to offer

The enslaved to deception Collective

Struggling with imposed constriction

To Be Creative with our gifts

All of Our True Purpose

So . . . I excavated

Deep & wide into

My internal labyrinth

I Began to understand

From the shards left behind

Of former expressions my soul took on

Affecting this current position

I was finding myself in

Questions as to why

The deeper I went

The more I uncovered

People not only did not

Embrace me but

Pushed me away

Just For Showing Up ~

Not all responded this way

But a significant many did

Until

I

Also kept Them

At bay

While I hovered more & more

Wondering

Why . .

Amazing when

The Truth

With

The curtain swept aside

Reveals

Reality

Far from the beaten path allowed

In an opened ended sense

Of expanse in no-time

A Flow of

Simple Moment Splendor

Supporting Creative inklings

To Mount & Grow

With the reassurance of

Breath to fuel &

Motivate Courage . .

Braving the density that says

No to outside the box

Of constructed agenda riddled 

Control contraptions

I found my very own

Platform of exposure

Within the Might of Mercy

Aligning with The Highest Frequencies

Of Loving Compassionate Truth

I could realize within my bodies

Of Beingness

And I Found

Solace

But not only that

I Found

Companionship with Spirit Family

Whose Presence I could feel

& communicate with

Though I could not see their form ~

Ah

My

Soul

Felt the relief of comfort

Through camaraderie

With Ones through the Veil

Who Could

See Beyond

I too was

Seeing Beyond

With a more Knowing Feeling

For what I began to Sense

As the True Reality

My Genuine Self was now able

To Perceive ~

I Realize

I Can Only Live Here

Truly

I Realize

The Way to Stay here

Is to explore options not offered

By control officialdom deception

Explore ways to offer

My Authentic Beingness

As my gift to The Collective

Of Huemyn Expression

Near & Far

And that of my merge with

Spirit Communion

This is what

I offer Here . . .

To You *